A new year crawled in, baby girl, and it seems that you are really reaching out orchestrating so many things! All of them featuring a piece of you, a dream of you... you in all your glory.
How not to feel you or hear you or
deceive senses and reality... when it is the thought of you that
inspires and guides us! You came into our lives becoming our main
delight, our main cause, our main joy. How not to feel you being one
with the air that we breathe, fluttering with insistence over us as
your impatience takes over whenever we think we may do something...
or not...
You know how keeping pace with your
sister goes... Of course you do... much better than us. We know you
look over your sister as a watchdog. You know she can get so easily
in trouble...She keeps you quite busy night and day... And you
wouldn't have it any other way. You love her zest for life, her
energy and defiance. She has the stubborn streak that you had as
well... But unlike you she has limited wisdom. Then again, you were
always an old soul... You knew so much at such a tender age! You
wielded natural wisdom and wild curiosity, all wrapped up in playful
charm. How I miss your big blue-green eyes, how you bat your thick
eyelashes and how you rolled your eyes at every annoyance!
You have helped us with all your own
dreams. And I trust you keep on placing those seeds in my dreams...
so they grow getting a strong hold in reality and most importantly...
you. Always you being a glue that holds everything together for us...
with us. How we love our diva! How we love our demanding and fickle
spice of life. A year and 3 months without your heartbeat...
A year and 3 moths that you stand free,
invisible to our eyes but right here with us... You stand proud, you
place your angel wings over us... sheltering us from complete
insanity, and from the cruel world. You are a warrior that keep
bringing out the best in the worst we can be. You guard our sleep and
keep ever vigilant... Family always comes first.
Keep on inflaming virtue and belief in
our souls. Keep on being with us through thick and thin. May we make
you smile with each step we take... May we make you proud with
everything we do.
Forever loving you, my sweet baby
girl... Missing you always.
