A new year arrived... We keep on trying to make sense on the unthinkable, trying to smile and count our blessings in spite of our pain. Deedee had the kind of colors that could only bring inspiration and belief. Life without her in our arms just doesn't feel right. Breathing just doesn't seem right... We know that as an angel she is free of so many things, she can do everything now! But we are only human, after all... and knowing is not the same as feeling... I just feel I want to hug my baby girl, and nothing in this world can make that happen. I miss you, my little diva... I love you. Always.