19th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

 

Celebrating Deedee's 19th Birthday! 

A few years ago, in San German, a diva was born.

Even if not physically with us, she lives on through our actions, and thoughts, and love.

Happy birthday, my precious girl,

Though Heaven keeps you far from me,

Your love still lives within my heart,

As constant as the stars I see.

Nineteen candles would shine bright,

For the beautiful soul you are.

I celebrate you here on Earth,

While Heaven holds my brightest star.

I miss you more than words can say.

Forever loved, forever mine.

Happy birthday, my Deedee,

Until we meet beyond the stars, 

you’ll always shine.

Shine bright, shine my little star...

Wish I may, wish I might...

Have you my arms tonight...

Always blowing kisses in the wind, for you...

We send you our eternal love!

Until we meet again!

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There has always been 

and will always 

be celebrations of you.

 

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Something different for Xmas

This year we are back in the SMA Xmas card exchange. Checking out Xmas cards it occur to me that I have some stamps I could use to make my own. 

I started collecting Gorjuss girls stamps because they remind me of Deedee. I always love them with long raven hair. I alwayssaw Deedee's demeanor in her eyes, as pictures show since her face mask often covered her mouth. Gorjuss girls have no mouth, so they reflect an emotion based on context. 

This year Deedee would have had her Quinceanero... It's bittersweet. I miss her everyday. 

I told Kali about the idea and she was very excited about it. Since I'm having eye issues, she helped with this project. 

20 families will get a little piece of our hearts this year. I hope they can appreciate the hours and the love that Deedee's sis place on them, as well as my own.

Any chance to do something to keep Deedee present in our lives is worth it. Thinking of her makes our heart smile.

10 Years

Today it is 10 years since you earned your wings. I wrote something for you, something special, but I lost it. Maybe it was just meant for you, only you to read it. So I won't repeat myself here.

It's living in Shadow without you around. But we have made the best of it, trying our best to live a live worthy of you. Because you still walk with us, gazing down from Heaving while you run and while you fly and while you walk in beauty.

A few more blinks, love, just a few more blinks. We will come home. And then forever.

In the meantime, your sister loves you. Your father loves you. And I love you. Our adventures always include you. And during the hard times, your light guides us to safety. 

Keep shining from so far, your light always touch us.

A smile. A kiss.

Forever.

-Mom-